It's really confusing, I know...I apologize for that.

    I don't exactly have 'trust issues' in the way most people do.  I'm kind of naive, I trust way too easily.  Which has obviously bit me in the ass, several times.  So when I finally began trusting people I knew would never turn on me, guess what?  One of the two people I trusted the most, turned on me quicker than anyone else I 'trusted' before.  There are three people that know one thing in my life that I will never share with anyone else.  One of the three has gone through what I said I wish I could go through.  The other person told me she loves me after I told her.  And well, the third person, who was actually the first person I told, they cared for one night, and I'm sure would care even more now I've tried this 'thing' before. Well, I obviously trusted this third person way too much, and you would think I have learned my lesson right? Not exactly. I wish I could say one thing to them, I know it would end in a fight, or just me getting upset.  I guess I just wish things were how they were six weeks ago, things seemed almost perfect then, I had everyone I needed.  Now, I have everyone but that third person, and it's eating me up inside.  I need to move on, let the old fade away...